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Yes... finally! I am pregnant... and it's not just 1 baby but twins! After my 1st child, Isaiah, I thought it will be such a breeze to follow another baby when he's 1.5. My husband and I have a plan and a target (well, at least my personal target) to have kids on or before I'm 30. I was 25, with my firstborn. Never had any pregnancy complications... smooth sailing one. 3 hour labor and that's it!
We wanted to build a family with at least 3 kids. That should be 1 kid a year and a half from my 1st child.
But, with stuff and things... it didn't come... just yet.
When Ice turned 3 he started asking me if there's a baby in my belly (if I was pregnant). I was shocked for my son to be asking for one. I thought, maybe... he just wanted a playmate. Having all the pressures from family about having another grandchild. Of course, in my head was... if you only knew how much I wanted to have one for more than a year already and how frustrating it is to see a negative pregnancy test everytime I would check a week of a missed period.
I've never seen my OB about it, I just hoped and hoped and waited and hoped... until finally, I have made a conclusion... I do not need to worry about anything, my God knows me wants and desires. Everything about me is important to him... he minds the slightest thing about me. He knows how much we wanted a baby and so therefore it shall come to pass.
It was not easy to believe just yet when you know that every missed period might be a positive pregnancy. But, what I know in my heart is that my womb is blessed and therefore it is healthy and well. Jesus was stricken all disease so that my whole body (including my womb) is well and healthy.
On May 10, 2009... when I wasn't thinking about babies at all. :) I tested positive on one pregnancy kit. Prior to testing, I was thinking already... oh well... whatever will be the outcome, I'm still okay, But, of course, if you wanted a baby so much, you would either be in denial of having a negative would be fine, or simply feel so excited if you get a + test.
I was overjoyed, knowing about this pregnancy. After learning that I'm getting 1 positive out of dozens of negative tests before... was one of the best days I have ever have.
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